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haha back from ltc! its was fun. managed to know alot of ppl too! and yea my grp tristrum rox! tintagel rox! =) managed to complete alot of the high elements that i nvr do before and overcome my fear of deep waters. although still nvr fully over come lar but at least i noe that now i can capsize safely =) seriously, it was tired man but the friendship and bonds tat was built is damn cool =)
yea and today i went cycling at ECP wif some of the 22ians. not bad after one week of coucil retreats and camps i still can be high and cycle for 4 hrs =) as usual got some injuries at my legs. forever man ha.
k now i need to adjust myself to suit the normal life. the normal life at home, at sch. lolz
renkai
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 | 12:24 am
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haha back from council retreat. though it was not the playing type, i think i some how enjoyed myself at certain time haha. we planned all the these that we wan to do for the new year and did alot of reflection and talking as well. spent alot of quality time with ccaco. ha. really miss everyone in ccaco. serious. the new com ICON rox as well ! oh man just think the new members r all cool lor. ziwei is funny shuenlin is so cute, same as jerold and gary is damn zai lar! haha damn steady! lolz =)
ok during these 2 days got kinda emo lar, or shld i say, i "erupted" again.. haha.. all the these deep inside mi pop up again. now, its back inside and i hope, i will overcome it, i will be better, i will improve more, i will be my best..
seriously, being a councillor is not easy.. i am strained...
renkai
Wednesday, November 22, 2006 | 9:11 pm
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went poly clinic today and quite a no. of things happened.
first, i was senting there waiting for my turn to see the docter and a malay guy suddenly walked towards mi and said," you have lighter ?" wat the hell lar, do i look like a guy who smoke ? wah.
then i saw this loser. he was talking to the phone like so damn bloody loud with cb and fuck you in the statements non-stop. as if he is very cool. he was toking like dunno how long lar and nvr even care abt his wife who was inside the treatment room. when she came out, he still scold her for this and that. even mentioned about divorce in front of so many people. wth is this man. his wife is sicked and he dun even care. bloody idiot. super loser.
renkai
Friday, November 17, 2006 | 2:17 pm
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haha its abit lag lar but ... yeA! no more PW! wahahah
and yea! new Z610i... =)
new no. 96208361 =)
renkai
Tuesday, November 14, 2006 | 10:30 pm
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haha, one more week to council retreat.
renkai
Sunday, November 12, 2006 | 10:22 pm
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ok, this is one of the few times that i will blog abt things that r seriously related to wat i am doing in council. haha.
after much thoughts today, i finally sort of figured out what am i actually doing for the past 6 mths of council term as Vice-chair of Ccaco. i finally came out with a job scope for vice-chair. as a vice chair, u must not only "helping out with the chair", u must also take care of alot of things. things that are out of the box, out of the actual job that we r doing.
during actual event, ok, as what my and zw had agreed, vice-chair do all the things that are not covered by people.
outside event, vice is actually some sort of the PR within the committee.
to know about the different feelings that people in the committee experiences,
to make sure that no one is left out, to help correct mistakes of chair,
to constantly remind chair of stuffs,
to bring the whole committee together,
to understand the needs of each and everyone in the committee,
to bring all these msg across to chair....
and actually theres more. seriously speaking, i think vice-chair is a position that can learn alot of things. from a very undefined job scope, one can actually settle and sort out alot of things on his own.
though i some how got to figure out the job scope, i seriously think that i can actually do more.
maybe thats the reason y i wanna get back my position as vice after this reshuffling. many said that if i remains as vice, i will not walk out of my comfort zone and not learn more, but i think there is still alot for me to learn from. i still have alot of objectives as vice chair that haven been achieved and i am still not feeling as comfortable as well now lor. all i hope is i will have the chance to get my position back.
i may not be as decisive and firm like lester or as vocal and expressive like other councillors but i will learn to be one. however, in my own way. i will be decisive but in another way. i will be firm but in another way. i will express my views but, i another way. i am not born a leader and seriously, i think i really forced myself to change alot already. i will develop myself into a leader of my own style, my own way. thats me.
renkai
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went sch for our last op rehearsal today. then ya after that went walk walk at J8 wif borne. actually wanted to buy a shirt for tml dinner but nvm. J8 got nothing.
hmm when reached cck mrt, went to lot 1 to walk around as well but guess i just dun have to mood to shop ya so, walked one round and came out. sudddenly got that feeling to walk back home haha. so i did soemthing that i haven been doing for a long time. went to sweet talk, bought lychee ice blended and walked home. just realised that actually, bubble tea is not very nice leh. at least it doesn't taste as good as in the past. haha. think everything around just come and go.
renkai
Friday, November 10, 2006 | 8:27 pm
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wah happy or sad ...
renkai
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went to airport yesterday to send rudi off. haha. think quite cool man. seldom go to airport to send people off. damn funny we went to the viewing mall and loyi was super fasinated by the planes. lolz. she nvr see before. erm i also nvr take a plane before haha. dunno why whenever go to airport got that special feeling sia. maybe coz i nvr fly before or wat. when looking at the planes. i seriously feel like flying to some ulu places, myself, and just stay alone, stay quite, have my own time down there. think its kinda impossible to happen in Singapore.
before going to airport, i had my op rehearsal in school and then waited for edumund to go airport. we played volleyball (passing only) while waiting. lolz. damn funny, a group of guys playing volleyball in a circle in the middle of basketball court. lolz. ok i wanna pratice basket ball shooting man. SUPER lousy shooter. damn!
today is one of the few rare days that i am free haha. haven do any tutorials yet and dun intend to do any yet. no mood =p
thats all =)
renkai
Thursday, November 09, 2006 | 11:30 am
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change. big change. sc is now under goin a major change. very very big one. ha. seriously speaking, its good i think. the new strucure is just much better than the current one but, its going to be different already. no more ccaco, at least not the official one lar. no more lao shi and maybe, no more ms yap. i just got to noe the two of them much better recently lor and now, they are saying bye bye. =( . the moment i knew about the restructuring, i felt as if our council term has ended. lolz. still got one more thing, i might not be chairing 02 anymore, might change to 30th anniversary. sounds cool but i got a feeling it will be like the Open hse adhoc. if so, i will be damn sian. its like i am there just to make up the no. haha. nvm also, dun think too much.
wah. i think ccaco is a perfect team. can't imagine without working with them. haiz. nvm, time for a change, time to learn more things.oh ya! we got a new ccaco mascot! hehe. its a small yellow banana from Action City. Damn Bloody CUTE. =) lazy to post the picture of it though haha.
tml having op in the afternoon and then dinner wif jj they all before sending rudi off to china. wah. so gd, SIA somemore lor. Not like me, a sad soul who nvr take a plane before. k tired liao. blog more other days. ciaos.
renkai
Wednesday, November 08, 2006 | 12:44 am
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yea! i finished my gong yesterday. erm no. this morning at around 5.30am. lol.feel so proud haha finished within 3 days. not like tat stupid ben so slow =p. super sweet lor. lol. sometimes watching this kind of show makes people feel like becoming the character as well. wah. life of royalties. haha something that is impossible to achieve.
hmm, later going to rudi hse to chiong and taunt overnite hehe. something that our class people haven do before yet except osborne's pw group. hope can have fun =) k now needa go do the orientation design. if not later shuenlin kill mi. ciaos
renkai
Sunday, November 05, 2006 | 11:14 am
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ok les, ben and xuewei said that i am acting strangely lately. lolz. issit true? lolz. wah, dun feel like blogging much recently. seriously speaking. there is no privacy in blogs. wahh.....
renkai
Wednesday, November 01, 2006 | 11:12 pm