renkai.

you think u not KOK ?

renkai
Sunday, September 26, 2010 | 2:00 pm
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I'm a happy man :).

Hi world, its been awhile.

Just wanted to say this.

Despite the non stop school work,
the never ending $ problems,
the overwhelming worries about cap score,
the sucky life of a student,
the huge amount of uncertainty,

for this very moment, I am a happy man. A very happy man.

Thank you. :)

let's have a little hope, a little faith.

renkai
Monday, September 20, 2010 | 11:01 pm
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looking back.

honestly, i am really missing the life that we used to have in nanyang. i missed the meetings, i missed the late nights, i missed the plannings, i missed the actions, i missed the fun.

then again. time passes and life moves on. probably thats why the feeling is different now.

this is part and parcel of life i suppose. somethings will just vanish for good and stay as a good memory.

anyway, had fun at the chalet, my voice is screwed again -.-

renkai
Sunday, January 10, 2010 | 11:00 pm
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another christmas.

once again, i wish, for santa to come and give me a huge huge huge surprise and get me out of the shit hole. HAHA

santa, if you do go on internet and read this, i am dead serious about this =)

renkai
Tuesday, December 22, 2009 | 10:34 pm
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yet, another great day!.

Seriously, i LOVE simple yet fun outings/gatherings. Once in a while, doing something different really feels good. Should just cut away all the cliche movie and shopping trips and add in more colourful activities.

A great day at Marina Barrage with the people of Lupin. Good to know when on photo, I look as if I am as young as them. Even though that means that I still look very boyish, at least I am still looking young. I rather the latter. Com'on, I am only 20! HAHA

Looking forward to more such outings =)

renkai
Monday, December 14, 2009 | 1:37 am
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glad.

haha. what a pleasant surprise for today. out of the sudden, the so called cohesion is cancelled. meaning to say i got the day for myself.

a good friday =)

renkai
Friday, December 11, 2009 | 12:35 pm
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LTC 2009.

it was a blast!

to be frank, this is much better than the last time when i took a group for facilitation. much more enjoyable and much more fun. at the same time, the sense of satisfaction and the sense of achievement go higher as well.

LTC 2010.
hopefully i will be back as well.

thank you Lupin, for the wonderful experience =)

renkai
Tuesday, December 01, 2009 | 7:53 pm
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speechless.

what the fuck.

this is going to be an endless cycle. i am not your fucking atm.

sigh~
-.-

renkai
Saturday, November 14, 2009 | 7:31 pm
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bored.

can i just start working now? its just pain boring to be in camp or at home doing nothing. shugs.

renkai
Thursday, November 12, 2009 | 11:57 am
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stupid, but =).

thank you people. i really felt damn stupid though. lol

renkai
Sunday, October 18, 2009 | 2:03 pm
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bird day.

happy birthday! happy deevapali!

last night was a nice one. want to make me wasted? try harder :D

renkai
Saturday, October 17, 2009 | 9:51 am
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like... what the fuck..

i tell you, i never thought that i will end up in this kind of situation. i always thought that i was doing my best, giving my best and this kind of lousy comments will only end up with the others and not me. today, ta-da, i got my part of the surprise.

i don't think i owe anyone an explanation. if this is how you guys want to see me as, so be it. to think that after all the shit and hard work we had went through together, this is the kind of comments i got just before i am going to leave this organization, thinking that i did a good job. it is your choice to listen to some others bullshit. for me, i know clearly that i did no one wrong.

are we friends? i was just thinking about this question awhile ago, thinking that did i sometimes draw the line to clearly or rather, did i become too close? i guess now we have the clear cut conclusion.

thanks for the screwed up experience i am going to remember when i become a civilian.
thanks for the disappointment that i really had to swallow it down hard.
thanks for this early birthday present.

renkai
Thursday, October 15, 2009 | 12:10 pm
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happy day.

ytd was our unit anniversary. somehow or another, i got arrowed to become the emcee for the whole event. to be frank, i am really not comfortable abt it. despite being damn busy and tired, we ended the event with a bang, i suppose. haha. went on for happy hours will my fellow commanders. i guess last night was one of the happiness night i encountered ever since i came into ns. probably this is what ppl call, the bond thats being forged through work, despite of all the differences. haha, though said before ord is going to be one of the best thing thats going to happen to me, the little not-wilingness to leave this relationship still lingers around.

no worries, i am not saying that i am going to sign on. haha.

renkai
Friday, October 02, 2009 | 12:36 pm
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bored.

This weekend supposed to be a hectic one due to F1. In the end, due to changes here and there, I am only working on Sunday itself. Somehow feel quite guilty that I am not able to help out on friday and saturday.

For this reason, there is totally no program planned today. OMG, its just barely 12 noon and i am going to bored to death. Com'on, someone call me out =)

renkai
Saturday, September 26, 2009 | 12:00 pm
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headache.

It is so irritating thinking about this shit everyday, every time. As much as i want to be a responsible kid and solve it for all of us, there is a limit to what a teenage, who is still serving his national service, can do.

For the past 20 years in this world, I have been learning a lot of things through the hard way. I believe this should be enough for me. I promise I will be a better person. Therefore, I hereby appeal to whoever you are, hoping that all this will end fast. Let me have a few years of proper teenage life before I turn adult.

renkai
Sunday, September 13, 2009 | 7:10 pm
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5 more mths.

I just typed a whole paragraph of how much I want my pink IC to be back with me now but, I guess its quite pointless. It is just 5 more months, I know it will soon be over but, call me impatient, i just feel that these 5 months are just taking forever and ever.

Nevertheless, it will still come.

renkai
Tuesday, August 25, 2009 | 5:50 pm
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random.

咸鱼翻身！
looking forward to that day =)

renkai
Thursday, August 20, 2009 | 5:55 pm
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i miss....

ok, its damn random but, out of the sudden, i really miss the times when i got my own room. The times when i can just lie on the sofa in the living room and do nothing. The times when i can lock my room and blast my music.

When i was on train just now, i was thinking of striking TOTO and buying a house like RIGHT NOW.
I am getting a bit desperate.

renkai
Saturday, August 15, 2009 | 5:54 pm
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Orphan.

It will be damn screwed up if any child in this world behaves like her.
Anyway, the girl deserve an award man. Excellent acting.

Good Show.

renkai

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Happy Birthday.

What a hectic weekend, what a national day. Shag, but good experience. It's not an everyday thing =)

We,

the citizens of Singapore,

pledge ourselves as one united people.

Regardless of race,

language or religion.

To build a democratic society

base on justice and equality,

so as to achieve, happiness

prosperity and progress,

for our nation

renkai
Sunday, August 09, 2009 | 5:34 pm
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